Busy life.
Everything is flooding in, and all is flowing out.
In some sense, I feel relieved, in some other, I feel tense.
I don't know why but I can't read myself anymore.
Perhaps it is because of the circumstances, or-
it's because I'm afraid to look further than what appears to the eye.
I believe it's the latter.
Underneath my skin, I feel this tight knot making me feel... anguish, loss, despair...
Even though I have no reason to, or-
it is because I haven't looked far enough; I wouldn't know.
Would I?
***
Today, I had a TAP to do in my Humanities class. It went better than I thought it would. Then, I stayed in school till 5:30PM to work on the forearms of my 'pantin'. I have no idea how you say that in english. I had to carve and engrave some designs onto the surface of the wood.
I'm not quite done with them. I still have some few arrangements to fix and then I'll take some pictures. :)
Tomorrow, I don't have school because there is a strike going on.
I wish I could have stayed home and slept in and enjoy my one day of break.
BUT, I have to head out and give Baby back to Mai. :)
I'm tired now.
Good night.
Love, Sylvia
Labels: School, Thoughts