Finally, school is finally FINALLY over. I was getting impatient during the last two weeks. I'm actually surprised that I was able to get my workload done on time ;) NICE! :D
I feel that I should cut myself some slack, and just enjoy the pace life gives me. I shouldn't be so controlling over my life. I needed to organise every single thing that happened and it had to happen in the time I planned it to be. I figured it's summer. I should be less of a control-freak. It feels great to finally be able to take a breath of fresh air.
Thursday was my last day of school and it was so RELIEVING! I went shopping with Mai and her friends. We then went to a korean restaurant to eat with Kevin. It was really fun walking on St-Denis street at night. Although the Habs were playing that night, what with the streets being crowded and people were being rowdy, it was still a pleasant night.
Friday was chill. I went to work, and although there were loads of inventory, it was still relaxing.
As for Saturday, I woke up pretty early to do my placement test at Vanier. When it ended, I went for lunch with my family at Jing Hua. Then, we went to Heng Heng and it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO crowded. Crazy. I went shopping with Laine, and it was awesome spending quality time catching up. After, we went back to panama. Emby, Kris, Vicky, Vivian, Helen, we all met up. :) We went to dinner with Evan, Emile, Guillaume as well. It was very pleasant. :) It was Eunbyul's farewell dinner. She's going to Bolivia for two months and a half. :O
I tried on Laine's fob glasses. I look like a cat now. Meow~ Vivian is such a cutie. Henn <3 KOREAN FOOOOOOOD~~ My kimchi pancake <3 And Emile's barbecue haha. Emile and I. :)
Now, I can't wait till I get on my plane to Barcelona. :)
The dazzling morning sun awakened me Unfailingly, I'm late for the time we promised, just like always, aren't I Looking at myself in the mirror just a moment longer than usual Changing quickly into a nicer shirt, so, it's off to the park where you're waiting
Yesterday, I wasn't able to sleep at all With my unbreakable vow and small anxiety, I offer these words and this ring devoted to you
Sylvia, whenever I feel you next to me, I can be happy Sylvia, take my outstretched hand, Please, Please stay by my side forever.
I took love and passion too far, it's me, after all Without knowing my own weakness, having mistaken it for 'strength'
Everything has become so useless now, for sure I can lose my way, but if you're there with me, what kind of walls can I overcome?
So, Sylvia, hearing just your laughter next to me can make me strong again Sylvia, take my outstretched hand, Please, Please stay by my side forever.
Everything has become so useless now, for sure I can lose my way, but if you're there with me, what kind of walls can I overcome?
Sylvia, hearing just your laughter next to me can make me strong again Sylvia, take my outstretched hand, Please, Please stay by my side forever. Now... Sylvia, since your white wings and mine are still small Sylvia, don't let go of my hand, Let's, Let's just fly away to the sky.
I went to Mai's school to drop off Baby. She needs it for her trip to Washington D.C. I'm going as well, but we are going separately. :T It would have been super crazy amazing if we were going together :D
Mai asked me to infiltrate in her media class. :)
Today was a good day.
I still have lots to pack for tomorrow. And I gotta wake up at 4AM. :T
Mai and I are going to get an ice cream phone. I want a pink one! :D And Fred is getting a lollipop phone :)
SO PRETTY~ CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS PINK PHONE WILL BE MINE?! MWAHAHHAAHAH! SO cuuute :(
I'm going to work my ass off during summer to pay off my trip to the US, to Spain and THIS?! And all the things I was planning to buy? I think I'll postpone them a bit. Like that SLR camera... sigh...
These last two weeks were horrible, and I don't even want to talk about it. I worked for the last three days, and my spring break officially starts tomorrow :)
I'm going to cut 30 cms of my hair tmrw. :D It's going to be a big change! I can't wait! : D
I have a lot of things to do this week. I have some sculpture projects, paintings and a portfolio to do. I broke like 5 of my nails :( I'm so sad and it hurts. Sniffles.
Okay, I better go sleep because I have a long day tmrw. I gotta wake up, go to the dentist, and like get three of my teeth repaired. Long story. I'll be done around three. Then, I'm going downtown with Laine, Jay and Mai. We'll shop around, and then meet up with Wendy. We'll all go cut our hair, except Mai. :) She's getting her hair cut and bleached on tuesday morning. :)
I can't waiiit! :D
so good night!
I miss blogging so much :) I guess I have been so preoccupied with school that I put everything else aside. :T
And I've been a bit down lately. I haven't had a good night sleep in... weeks. I don't eat as much. But I got friends who back me up with words of comfort and smiles :) I was on the phone with Kevin for 2 hours straight trying to talk things out. It was funny :)
we made cookies afterwards :) it was the second time she took pictures of me. i just acted silly all the way :D and she made me pose with a bottle of alcohol HAHAHA. she also wanted to do a revealing shoot. :)
Mai and I met up after my class. We were supposed to get our tragus pierced.
I would have had 7 piercings if I did so. But... I chickened out.
So Mai didn't do hers either. The only reason she was going to get it done was for me, and it was my birthday gift. I chickened out. HAHAHAHHA! I ALREADY HAVE 6 PIERCINGS!
I don't think I need more on my ears. Or... do I? :D
I don't know. Maybe if I'm less scared of pain, I'd go do it. We'll have to see. :)
I went to work afterwards. Gosh, I hate my job. It really sucks. It was long, because I finished the merchandise really quickly. :T I really need to go job-hunting.
I should go sleep now. It's 1:33AM. I have to wake up at 5:50AM to catch my bus.
I really don't feel like going to school. I'm going to go meet Matt at bonaventure so that he can give me some safety goggles for my sculpture class. :) I have yoga tomorrow. It's going to be a long day. I'm going to have to go to Dawson and Vanier as well, to ask about the admission requirements and everything.
I think I'm going to drop arts and go study in science. I'll be a true nerd! 8) I love arts, but I don't know if doing this during my cegep years will lead meanywhere. I'd rather do my science, with a double DEC with Arts.
I LOVE MY HAIR! :D I straightened it and curled it a bit at the bottom. It's so pretty :) I also made a braid on my bangs! I met Paula. :) She's really nice :) This is really cute! :D OUHHH~ FATCAT & FATBUNNY~! :) and I. :D Me, Mai and Fred. Fred is such a sweet girl! I'm so happy I met her. She's so sweet, and so beautiful. :) She's so so so so so beautiful! :D Me, Mai and Honey. Mai is so adorable! Her outfit is so cute. :D I LOVE YOU! :) C'est ma femme, Mai. ♥ ♥ Mai and I.
It was fun. I met Fred, Nana, Paula, Rania, Viet, etc. :) They're really cool. :D I'm glad I had fun! :D
Afterwards, I left at around 11 with Mai. I went over to her place and we made sushi. :D LOVE! They wereSO GOOOOD~ I want to make them again. :)
Catherine is leaving on wednesday, so we decided to go out for her today. Sarah, David, Mai and I met up at Berri with Catherine. We went to Grunt Cafe. We talked and all. It was fun catching up! I gave Catherine the CDs I promised her. And I gave her a keychain I made with recycled paint. We went Karaoke at Pang Pang and then we went to Tres Amigos to eat dinner.
We took out all our keys and put them there. :] and my good ol' hot chocolate. creamy, velvety smooth. :) Catherine and I. I look tired as ever. Sarah and Mai. <3> @ Pang Pang // Karaoke
David was trying to speak on his phone. Sarah, Catherine and Sophia were so cute! David and I. I tried to shut my eyes so I'd look less retarded. Because apparently, with flash, I look stoned.
David and I. Sophia, Sarah and Catherine with her leg up in the air! WOOOT!
We sang to our hearts' content.
Mai and I sang songs from Big Bang and it was freaking funny when we rapped. It was so fun!
Mai and I. <3> @ Tres Amigos
The girls and their drinks. ouhlalalaa~ The seafood ceviche. YUMMY! And my tacos :)
ON OUR WAY HOME;
Afterwards, the girls went to the metro to go home. Mai and I decided to walk our way from Guy-Concordia back to Bonaventure. I wanted to lose a bit of what I just consumed. I was full of energy and I was hyperactive. And no, that wasn't cool, but for once, I felt like I should loosen up, and not care what people think about me. I've always been so uptight and limited myself from public humiliation, but I didn't care. It was night, I used a lot of energy singing like an idiot.
I wanted to drain out every ounce of energy I had in me, just for the sake of... cleansing.
I felt good when I got home. I was dead tired. Mai came over to sleep. We fooled around in my basement, then afterwards, we lay on my bed and we giggled and shared stories. We were cold, so we huddled up close and we fell asleep after we decided what we'd do about our love lives.
My art is instinctive, expressive and reflective of my soul. It feels for me, it thinks for me, it moves for me, it speaks for me.
I paint to influence, to move, to feel and to express my feelings.
The emotions are sometimes so strong that I work without knowing it. The strokes come like speech.*Vincent van Gogh
The only time I feel alive is when I'm painting.*Vincent can Gogh
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My name is Sylvia. I'm 19 years old. I go where my hearts leads me to, and at this moment, it's beating for arts. It allows me to learn, to see, to explore, to discover things about the world, and about me. I wish to live my life well and to be able to express my voice in all possible forms.more?
